The first morning interview in the afternoon to find hotel, then went to the West, took a broken bridge,Bailey UGG boots, a simple something to eat, rest of the time sleeping. Interview the next afternoon, a mortar round at night, walking back from there, near the Qiantang River, Hangzhou bus station about distant bar, up to four stops, I have felt very tired, and then sit down at the cafe, the other time sleeping. On the third day, that is, today, more than one sleep until two in the afternoon, think can not sleep, and day and a half to Hangzhou three days as if in sleep, then get up,UGG shoes, wash finished out, eating a bowl of beef noodles, probably from half past three p.m. began to sit down cafes until now.
has nothing, is a daze. Do not know why I even went to Internet cafes to daze, fool.
may still feel lonely, and I can face the world strong, but still can not beat themselves.
contact the dumplings, no response.
contacted ZHAO Hui, parking, contact the Ming-Liang Lee, stop, contact Xu brother, down ... ... I faint, I remember ZHAO Hui they all told me last month for a new number, now and change, I rub ~ Secretary to Hangzhou, a! Come out and honor ah, okay for phone play. . . What was wrong. . . . . .
17, then I left the house back pack to the dog before the summer and a big hug, in that moment it struck me that four years after the reunion turned out to be the first hug. Remember four years ago when he had to leave my eyes the confusion and helplessness, and before leaving he came up to me that other people will not pull out of the hug. . . Embrace between us, how do each time before the departure. Secretly decided to go home the next time some like to give him a big hug like never to be parted, whether he is willing.
18 number, I abide by its commitments on time at 8 o'clock in the morning, standing in front of the company waiting to interview candidates, and I suddenly realize that this company is 9:00 to go to work, so I endured 15 hour long-distance truck fatigue and cold began to wait for the morning. I think they look like watching movies often appear in the process of rural uncle screen, carrying a large bag, sitting on the steps across the floor, stylish decoration, the dangling cigarette, eyes confused. And I'm just the same.
18 12 noon, I checked into a small hotel star hotel Mingjiao Nan, playing the name of the hotel when I always labeled as men do not know when the landlord named have thought about this . . . Front desk told me that as a standard room is 40 yuan a night, I would like very cheap, originally imagined as a high consumption of Hangzhou Well. . . But when I stood in that room can only put it down with a massage with a small single bed for less than 5 square meters is simply a small building the staircase room, with the pungent smell anything musty smell, I almost rushed to the front, such as life-saving generally attendant said:
18 3 pm, I woke up and started looking at this serious than the like the standard. Think Well, how is it in Hangzhou, and sent a word, it is not Zhengzhou ah. I want to feel relieved to go out under.
specifically asked the front desk when going out to the West Lake on the road, but to be honest I really can not find which way is the bus in the end I sit, it still used a taxi driver in me along the way introduced here and there, etc., etc., in addition to hear the
alone is inevitable, since I knew not get away, also do not want to go too much about things relating to. As such a person to go to a strange city, has been so used to me, I have friends in Hangzhou, but they are not in Hangzhou, in other words, no one at my side, apart from myself, and I could not find one can comfort .
reminds me of Tang Tang, I think of Mimi, I think of a lot of Love group where people come and go, think of those who told me that one day I will travel with my partner.
once told me that I like this trip with other people's dreams and eyes on the street, think is very warm, and I was not a person. . . . Khan. . . . I am not a person. . . . . . . . Before his departure, Tang Tang
remember specifically confessed that want me to bridge to her, it makes me feel a taxi or the right to go out, how, how can I take the bus to arrive before dark bridge it. Now feel more good things in Hangzhou, the taxi driver never detour, I am always with satellite positioning map, I played all the taxis that are closer to try to find the way to go, will not like Zhengzhou Chengdu, as a taxi or Bluff.
standing bridge before I actually did not feel, it looks ordinary prestigious section of the bridge is the bridge? Really began to blame their own laity, even the point of no sense of elegance and began to relax as much as possible, but it feels lonely being hit themselves. To be honest, when I stood on the bridge, the round arch looks into the distance, her eyes still as confused as usual, I do not know how to deal with these circumstances, is the peace? Or warm? I still have not given my trip has a special meaning, I did not think to be a warming world. And warm it is perhaps just my hope,cheap UGG boots, I hope I can live in after years of endless warm, the collection of and commitment is what people Ye Hao, who can take the warmth 也好. At least for now, I do not even have.
remember the 18 colleagues in the early morning interview and a chat, the person asked me a few problems in a very straightforward and said suddenly: Single. The other said nothing, here we have many single beautiful women. I stopped and looked at each other eyes and hands working, very serious and said very seriously: So also did not wish to break the single life. Only when I stood above the bridge but also did not intend to encounter anything, most eyes see is the same distance and some vague swaying the lotus lake. Suddenly started not understand why am I so earnestly serious and solemn rhetoric to say what the usual sentence. I already stay away from a certain state, or I have too used alone?
beautiful Hangzhou, West Lake, too. Including my first sight of the bridge, there is no feeling in my heart the moment you press the shutter also reminded the group where those comrades. In the midst of the crowd and alone with only one person can feel the scenery, the solitude and warmth simultaneously.
from the West Lake to walk to, not that I can not find a car, around 8 pm, Hangzhou has been very congested, I want to walk in this bustling southern city feel the cool night attack, and efforts let myself believe,Discount UGG boots, I'll be fine!
whole antique fact, the most attractive place I said that is a small flower between that century-old tea house, find it, I do not eat, I would like to drink tea is certainly not only, in still unclear about the level of consumption of this street, I would not spend money recklessly, then went Hefang out to eat a bowl of beef noodles is back, finishing once again into this beauty in mind, it was like a drama like comedy, you can play well again.
uncle that sound as melodious tea: , had wanted a place to sit in the balcony to listen to a little song, you can see people walking around downstairs, like tilted his legs as relaxed about Grandpa, but since I have only one person, so I took a small two arrangements by which point the location. I ordered a pot of Oolong soon drink up fast because of the small second reason for asking what I drink, I say to you that downstairs, kind of a pot of 12 dollars, and then two very small tangled said It was sold out downstairs in the upstairs tea or a little more expensive. Then he took out a roll of bamboo sticks put together the kind of books do me the menu, and I was probably looking at it, my heart is up to: Long said to the bar. This pot of 50, can be unlimited water, unlimited leisure to sit and listen little song, like back to Qing Dynasty era, casual tea over the table to eat. Until the small b makes tea for me to take tea packed up, I actually was thinking br>
in my behind a group of about seven or eight people sitting around a small table and two bargain, what a small pot of tea would 50 and the like, the last non-Huan scattered, small second order tea stood helpless, I am so bored so and the small two chatted, and I said: , Leng Leng looked at I do not know what to say, I smiled and said, kidding. I called you because I do not understand your usage of the tea ceremony and tea, and you tell me.
Then I taught my little two methods in the fur really appreciate the tea ceremony, pretend as if I understand this as a table of foreigners attracted the attention of the opposite. But I Quedui not interested in foreigners, in particular, a group of male foreigners.
I seem really calm down some by this atmosphere, the heart became very peaceful. Small pearls in Hangzhou, said before the boss you will encounter a beauty. Think very fun. In fact, when I say goodbye to my brother really way line, in the face of this lovely Xiaoer Ge has been a bit low before the mood. Only in this quiet night, a person learn to drink tea, the mood began some leisurely, the heart will result in some positive things explosive.
perhaps this time to go to Hangzhou, I have a goal to achieve, both inside and all expectations regarding the future, the immediate thought is really what I might encounter, even in this place many beautiful southern views of love, as if bent on a person's life will even have a man how to live did not plan. However, it is tea time at this suddenly understood, although a small pot of tea will do 50 not cheap, but I am already very lonely, why should wronged ourselves? If only my own, I am not able to afford. In fact, I think of a fine people, it is so adaptable, so that their response to changes in time and place, to completely integrate into the environment, to feel, a person warm. I can gorgeous bloom, can also be low-key walk. Sometimes talk as precipitation, expect others to bring to me, even more than what is expected to create their own difficulties.
I want to accept the loneliness, the Song Xiaqiu attitude to open the Chen Mo awakening. A person feel warm and lonely peaceful coexistence, to precipitate, to comfort themselves. To strong and moderate life. This has nothing to do with the salvation
, and love has nothing to do, nothing to do with the world.
stay in Internet cafes, they do not know whether to write running account of the water, peaceful, stable, and I began to ease up, so good. In this strange city, waiting for the arrival of the next morning. My new beginning, on your own.
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